2004-04-08 - Thug Ass Bitch
2002-12-29 - Joe American and death by lycopene
2002-11-19 - Entering the realm of a new stereotype
2002-11-01 - The dichotomy of anxiety
2002-09-18 - Exquinoxes in Eden
2002-09-17 - Sloughing off the excess.
2002-09-08 - "And what if you were not yourself, but bigger then?"
2002-08-14 - You wouldn't think....
2002-08-14 - Imported Perspective
2002-08-08 - Hitting the nail on its proverbial head.
2002-07-30 - Waiting for the payoff.
2002-07-08 - Souvenir
2002-07-01 - Too-long Sentences
2002-06-28 - Rare Customers
2002-06-25 - I thought this to be worth sharing.
2002-06-03 - Tearing down the wallpaper.
2002-06-03 - -
2002-05-22 - This diary has been dead for ages.
2002-05-09 - Semester's Epilogue
2002-05-02 - I would have never pegged myself as a Morrissey fan.
2002-04-30 - Mugshots
2002-04-24 - Snoop muthafuckin' Doggy Dog
2002-04-16 - Burnout
2002-04-15 - Behind the Scenes
2002-04-10 - Absolutely Nothing
2002-04-08 - Third time's the charm?
2002-03-29 - Vertigo of the Spirit
2002-03-26 - Anatomy of a Reflection (link)
2002-03-18 - The Orator and the Ear
2002-03-12 - Descent into Oblivion
2002-03-07 - Backtracking and moving on.
2002-03-06 - You've been dead not even five months now.
2002-03-01 - Say it isn't so.
2002-02-27 - Existential Void
2002-02-25 - Wish for Poetry
2002-02-22 - Alone, naked, and quixotic.
2002-02-22 - Incision
2002-02-20 - Picking up the pieces.
2002-02-19 - Gardening 101
2002-02-18 - A Raft for the River Lethe
2002-02-17 - Four months later and I'm still completely baffled.
2002-02-12 - Odd, that.
2002-02-08 - Holes in the Mask?
2002-02-06 - Coldheart
2002-02-03 - Because it's easier to hit send than to pull the trigger.
2002-01-31 - Okay, so maybe my lack of menstruation *is* a health hazard.
2002-01-29 - Year of Disposal
2002-01-26 - Obligatory and Shallow
2002-01-25 - Temporary Return
2001-11-20 - Exit Stage Left
2001-11-14 - The bacterial funk of forty thousand years.
2001-11-13 - Inversely parallel and such.
2001-11-15 - Consideration
2001-11-09 - Break the Seal
2001-11-07 - So far...
2001-11-06 - Another consistency
2001-11-06 - I've probably titled about a dozen entries Window Pain and had diaryland reject them due to duplicate titles, so... this isn't called just "Window Pain"
2001-11-05 - "Can you imagine what the screams must have sounded like?"
2001-11-05 - Tophat Dave's post-Halloween soiree.
2001-11-03 - These pants just ain't propah.
2001-11-02 - Polarity, you devil.
2001-11-01 - A simple request.
2001-10-31 - Guilty as charged?
2001-10-30 - Fuck you, Ironor.
2001-10-30 - -
2001-10-30 - -
2001-10-30 - Nightmare
2001-10-29 - Familiar Territory
2001-10-28 - "Cut a brotha some slack, yo!"
2001-10-27 - "And so that happened..."
2001-10-25 - Thank You
2001-10-25 - Class Notes
2001-10-24 - Red Velvet Wednesday
2001-10-23 - 10/23/01
2001-10-22 - Freak Week
2001-10-19 - I love people.
2001-10-17 - What hits you in the jugular?
2001-10-16 - A half year of imitation.
2001-10-15 - Overcoming masturbation?
2001-10-14 - Epiphany #119
2001-10-11 - "You're going to be fine."
2001-10-11 - On my detachment and an unfortunate morning.
2001-10-10 - A profound statement from Die Fledermaus
2001-10-08 - Embark
2001-10-08 - The Aftermath
2001-10-07 - Blushing and stitches and bombs, oh my.
2001-10-06 - Sleep, seal my eyelids and kiss them shut.
2001-10-04 - And the point of this all is what?
2001-10-04 - Raymond update
2001-10-03 - Another Tuesday Night
2001-10-02 - "If You Believe"
2001-10-02 - Playing make believe.
2001-10-01 - My existence, your plague.
2001-09-29 - Matthew 28
2001-09-28 - Iris Poppies
2001-09-28 - Saccharin Girl
2001-09-27 - Flashback
2001-09-25 - On my ceaseless amazement with the inanity surrounding me.
2001-09-24 - Week in Review
2001-09-23 - "Would you like whipped cream with that?"
2001-09-21 - Pause
2001-09-20 - Social dyslexia
2001-09-20 - "What in the shoobedahubedahoo?!"
2001-09-18 - Alert the Press.
2001-09-13 - September 11, 2001
2001-09-13 - I expect this kind of thing from other humans.
2001-09-11 - The big apple, weekends, those who impact me, and Raymond.
2001-09-10 - On Hate, Love, and Apathy
2001-09-06 - Bloodstreamruns
2001-09-05 - On Inadequacy, and my lack of it regardless of other's perceptions.
2001-09-04 - Goth sucks.
2001-08-31 - The Decomposition of Violets
2001-08-31 - Can you say "hooked up"?
2001-08-31 - "This Golden Wedding of Sorrow"
2001-08-29 - How I narrowly avoided a brain enyeurism.
2001-08-28 - Look at me, I'm being conceited.
2001-08-27 - PYD
2001-08-27 - Momentum
2001-08-23 - It's back.
2001-08-23 - On profiles, this diary, and my ultimate message.
2001-08-21 - One down, one to go.
2001-08-13 - On being expressive to one's friends...
2001-08-13 - Sunday, bloody Sunday
2001-08-11 - Friday
2001-08-09 - Your Turn
2001-08-08 - Dizzy Music
2001-09-04 - Goth still sucks, but then again, I'm the one who's obsessed with Christian Death. :)
2001-08-06 - An Honest Answer
2001-08-04 - Nonsensical Drivel
2001-08-03 - Dreams, orgasms, and heart palpitations.
2001-08-02 - Cats aren't supposed to be metaphors for their owners, are they?
2001-08-03 - Stripper Clown
2001-08-01 - For Andy
2001-07-31 - Squee and Chartreuse
2001-07-27 - I'm a ray of sunshine.
2001-07-27 - Futile Existence
2001-07-26 - Our father, who art in heaven, hollow be thy name.
2001-07-24 - Selling out?
2001-07-23 - Living Space
2001-07-22 - Amputation
2001-07-20 - Welcome to Narcolepsy
2001-07-20 - Welcome to Narcolepsy
2001-07-16 - Imbalance of the Scales
2001-07-15 - Happy Birthday absentia.diaryland.com
2001-07-14 - Released
2001-08-20 - Potential Employment
2001-07-11 - This is fun. I don't even have to find things to write about, latel.
2001-07-10 - Morons
2001-07-10 - On considering taking steps to leading a healthier life, now that for the first time ever, I actually care about staying alive.
2001-08-14 - Employment, Education, and Edginess
2001-07-08 - Red Rosary
2001-07-06 - Documentation
2001-07-04 - My greatest fear has always been stagnance.
2001-07-03 - Material Bitch
2001-07-01 - Dear fucking diary...
2001-06-29 - On measuring up.
2001-06-29 - Advice
2001-06-27 - Sunny Sundae Smile
2001-06-27 - Pathologically
2001-06-25 - On my bad weekend and the fickle nature of male/female "friendships"
2001-06-23 - Ohgr
2001-06-22 - History 101
2001-06-21 - Two Portraits
2001-06-21 - The Birds
2001-06-19 - Disjointed much?
2001-06-18 - Suck
2001-06-18 - Estimating the Time of Death
2001-06-17 - Hahahaha! The Joke's on you.
2001-06-17 - Father's Day
2001-06-13 - Three Blank Years
2001-06-20 - Mind Fuck
2001-06-11 - Hole: Babydoll
2001-06-10 - Use your Illusion
2001-06-06 - Cure in the Disease
2001-06-05 - ssiK
2001-06-18 - Who are you, and what have you done with the real Melissa?
2001-06-02 - And the point of this all is...?
2001-06-02 - Loss for words.
2001-06-02 - Civil War
2001-08-20 - Peter, V, Craig, and myself are going to take over the world.
2001-06-12 - The myth of the Happy Ending
2001-05-31 - Light
2001-05-31 - Nomadic
2001-05-30 - Killing time
2001-05-30 - "Oliver was so sure that everything needs proof, to be true... to be true...."
2001-05-29 - Rest in motion
2001-05-28 - Fuck you
2001-05-27 - I keep my fantasies on paper.
2001-05-26 - What the fuck.
2001-05-26 - If you don't figure out that I'm talking to you this time, you're getting one hell of a bitch slap.
2001-05-25 - The fluid that sometimes courses through my pen.
2001-05-24 - Because you won't believe me if I say it, it's going here.
2001-05-24 - Raymond
2001-05-24 - A snippet from: Easter Morning at the Tombs
2001-05-23 - I have no answers.
2001-05-23 - Spotting
2001-05-22 - The Power of Suggestion
2001-05-22 - When Daucus Karota ceases to walk.
2001-05-19 - Melissa "hate wearing" + lightbulb orgasm diaryland
2001-05-18 - I didn't realize that Bjork worked with Current 93 until martyr told me a few weeks ago.
2001-05-18 - Disclaimer
2001-05-18 - Off Your Face
2001-05-17 - A blessing in disguise
2001-08-19 - I am Jack's complete lack of surprise.
2001-05-17 - Deepest, darkest
2001-05-16 - Roots
2001-05-16 - Isolation
2001-05-16 - Little Blue Butterfly
2001-05-15 - Nervous loss of appetite
2001-05-15 - On honesty and MB
2001-05-14 - On the onset of concern.
2001-05-11 - An ode to mindset of misfortune
2001-05-10 - Chamber of flesh
2001-05-10 - In search of...
2001-05-10 - My very own bed of ice.
2001-05-08 - Niapwodniw
2001-05-08 - The Surgeon General's warning on life.
2001-05-07 - Jack and Jill
2001-07-14 - On the nature of sarcasm.
2001-05-05 - An observation on redundancy.
Hell Month: day 4 - Danger Zone
2001-05-04 - Fuck like you're being filmed.
2001-05-03 - I want out of this body.
2001-05-02 - Bullshit
Hell Month: day 2 - Shattered mirror of idealism?
Hell Month: day 1 - May 1, 1999
2001-04-30 - Sounds behind my eyes.
2001-08-16 - Dress Up
2001-04-28 - MegaMan loves the Guns.
2001-04-27 - This pisses Peter off.
2001-04-27 - Come claim your prize.
2001-04-26 - The Seeker
2001-04-26 - As if I'd mask my animosity.
2001-04-24 - EVB
2001-04-24 - The deafening silence.
2001-04-22 - Somewhere on the rainbow.
2001-04-20 - Make a choice
2001-04-20 - On applying myself...
2001-04-20 - Jennson's intoxication and carnal urges.
Hell Month: day 4 - I cannot even fathom
2001-04-17 - Kindred Spirit
2001-08-15 - Donna
2001-08-15 - Fuck Off
2001-04-16 - A bit of a Bloodsong
2001-04-16 - Insatiable Stillborn
2001-04-15 - Shout Out
2001-05-05 - Look, she's actually capable of compassion.
2001-04-11 - Grunge's undead.
2001-08-15 - Nicotine Withdrawal
2001-04-11 - There are no absolutes.
2001-04-10 - Diaryland Swallows
2001-04-10 - I want to fuck you like an animal.
2001-04-09 - A Funeral of Flowers
2001-04-08 - Welcome back.
2001-04-06 - Genius
2001-04-03 - Good riddance, Saturn.
2001-04-02 - A real charmer, you say?
2001-04-02 - "By the time you hear this message, I'll be gone. Forced to this conclusion by the hands of time, and a voice that whispers, 'No other choice.' Sound of distant gunfire on the blue horizon..."
2001-03-30 - It begins in the stomach.
2001-03-30 - In the tombs
2001-03-29 - Out the window
2001-03-28 - The other Absentia
2001-03-28 - Magazines
2001-03-27 - Humbert Humbert
2001-03-26 - Anorexorcist
Hell Month: day 4 - Roses of Holocaust
2001-03-25 - Rushed
2001-03-25 - You don't know what...
2001-03-23 - Opportunity knocked, but apparently I wasn't home.
2001-03-23 - Scorpion
2001-03-23 - Plankton
2001-03-21 - "It's over there in that corner. You should try it."
2001-02-20 - Thinner
2001-02-20 - Crushing Petals
2001-03-15 - I'm shutting you out.
2001-03-14 - Black Leather 071099
2001-03-14 - My Good Luck Charm (revisited and exposed)
2001-03-11 - The one where I make a list and bitch about stuff.
2002-03-07 - Blast from the past.
2001-03-09 - Goodbye.
2001-03-09 - Petty "Friends" references.
2001-03-08 - End of the Triangle.
2001-03-07 - The other side.
2001-03-07 - Worms in my stomach.
2001-03-07 - Guest entry for Q
2001-03-06 - Dreams for the Dying.
2001-03-05 - Electric dry heave
2001-03-05 - Raw, scraped nerve.
2001-03-05 - "Easter Morning at the Tombs"
2001-02-27 - Dry erase
2001-02-26 - Mneumonics.
2001-02-07 - This year's social Darwin award goes to (drum roll)...
2001-02-06 - Bob Flanigan
2001-05-19 - Infrared
2001-10-01 - Return
2001-01-31 - I put the "ug" in "thug."
2001-04-23 - Hey, I never wrote anything I wouldn't say directly to you, you know.
2001-01-07 - My dick is so big...
2001-01-04 - December 29, 2000
2001-01-03 - Famous words
2000-12-30 - The most compatible assonance: insomnia and infomercials
2001-03-30 - Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily...
2000-12-27 - Strawberry Suicide
2000-12-04 - This is broken and unfinished.
2000-11-26 - Window Pain
2000-11-25 - And the essence of things...
2000-11-22 - Daucus Karota becomes me.
2000-11-21 - Talk about being let down...
2000-12-05 - Propositions, inadequacies, and ditches.
2000-11-12 - Heads or Tails
2000-11-29 - What a day.
2000-10-29 - The Final Step
2000-09-27 - An eye for an eye, a word for a word.
2000-09-15 - Lolita's Lament
2000-09-14 - Contact info.
2000-09-11 - Comparative Verse
2000-09-05 - Welcome to my landscape.
2000-09-02 - My little brother
2000-09-01 - Academia
2000-08-25 - Speculum
2001-01-16 - Gemini Parasite
2000-08-01 - Not my words.
2000-07-31 - Dimension?
2000-07-17 - Sleep Deprivation
2001-02-22 - Window Pain
2001-04-30 - The uslessness that is emotion.
2001-06-08 - peristalsis

2002-07-01 - Too-long Sentences
2002-06-28 - Rare Customers
2002-06-25 - I thought this to be worth sharing.
2002-06-03 - Tearing down the wallpaper.
2002-06-03 - -
2002-05-22 - This diary has been dead for ages.
2002-05-09 - Semester's Epilogue
2002-05-02 - I would have never pegged myself as a Morrissey fan.
2002-04-30 - Mugshots
2002-04-24 - Snoop muthafuckin' Doggy Dog
2002-04-16 - Burnout
2002-04-15 - Behind the Scenes
2002-04-10 - Absolutely Nothing
2002-04-08 - Third time's the charm?
2002-03-29 - Vertigo of the Spirit
2002-03-26 - Anatomy of a Reflection (link)
2002-03-18 - The Orator and the Ear
2002-03-12 - Descent into Oblivion
2002-03-07 - Blast from the past.
2002-03-07 - Backtracking and moving on.
2002-03-06 - You've been dead not even five months now.
2002-03-01 - Say it isn't so.
2002-02-27 - Existential Void
2002-02-25 - Wish for Poetry
2002-02-22 - Alone, naked, and quixotic.
2002-02-22 - Incision
2002-02-20 - Picking up the pieces.
2002-02-19 - Gardening 101
2002-02-18 - A Raft for the River Lethe
2002-02-17 - Four months later and I'm still completely baffled.
2002-02-12 - Odd, that.
2002-02-08 - Holes in the Mask?
2002-02-06 - Coldheart
2002-02-03 - Because it's easier to hit send than to pull the trigger.
2002-01-31 - Okay, so maybe my lack of menstruation *is* a health hazard.
2002-01-29 - Year of Disposal
2002-01-26 - Obligatory and Shallow
2002-01-25 - Temporary Return
2001-11-20 - Exit Stage Left
2001-11-15 - Consideration
2001-11-14 - The bacterial funk of forty thousand years.
2001-11-13 - Inversely parallel and such.
2001-11-09 - Break the Seal
2001-11-07 - So far...
2001-11-06 - Another consistency
2001-11-06 - I've probably titled about a dozen entries Window Pain and had diaryland reject them due to duplicate titles, so... this isn't called just "Window Pain"
2001-11-05 - "Can you imagine what the screams must have sounded like?"
2001-11-05 - Tophat Dave's post-Halloween soiree.
2001-11-03 - These pants just ain't propah.
2001-11-02 - Polarity, you devil.
2001-11-01 - A simple request.
2001-10-31 - Guilty as charged?
2001-10-30 - Fuck you, Ironor.
2001-10-30 - -
2001-10-30 - -
2001-10-30 - Nightmare
2001-10-29 - Familiar Territory
2001-10-28 - "Cut a brotha some slack, yo!"
2001-10-27 - "And so that happened..."
2001-10-25 - Thank You
2001-10-25 - Class Notes
2001-10-24 - Red Velvet Wednesday
2001-10-23 - 10/23/01
2001-10-22 - Freak Week
2001-10-19 - I love people.
2001-10-17 - What hits you in the jugular?
2001-10-16 - A half year of imitation.
2001-10-15 - Overcoming masturbation?
2001-10-14 - Epiphany #119
2001-10-11 - "You're going to be fine."
2001-10-11 - On my detachment and an unfortunate morning.
2001-10-10 - A profound statement from Die Fledermaus
2001-10-08 - Embark
2001-10-08 - The Aftermath
2001-10-07 - Blushing and stitches and bombs, oh my.
2001-10-06 - Sleep, seal my eyelids and kiss them shut.
2001-10-04 - And the point of this all is what?
2001-10-04 - Raymond update
2001-10-03 - Another Tuesday Night
2001-10-02 - "If You Believe"
2001-10-02 - Playing make believe.
2001-10-01 - Return
2001-10-01 - My existence, your plague.
2001-09-29 - Matthew 28
2001-09-28 - Iris Poppies
2001-09-28 - Saccharin Girl
2001-09-27 - Flashback
2001-09-25 - On my ceaseless amazement with the inanity surrounding me.
2001-09-24 - Week in Review
2001-09-23 - "Would you like whipped cream with that?"
2001-09-21 - Pause
2001-09-20 - Social dyslexia
2001-09-20 - "What in the shoobedahubedahoo?!"
2001-09-18 - Alert the Press.
2001-09-13 - September 11, 2001
2001-09-13 - I expect this kind of thing from other humans.
2001-09-11 - The big apple, weekends, those who impact me, and Raymond.
2001-09-10 - On Hate, Love, and Apathy
2001-09-06 - Bloodstreamruns
2001-09-05 - On Inadequacy, and my lack of it regardless of other's perceptions.
2001-09-04 - Goth still sucks, but then again, I'm the one who's obsessed with Christian Death. :)
2001-09-04 - Goth sucks.
2001-08-31 - "This Golden Wedding of Sorrow"
2001-08-31 - The Decomposition of Violets
2001-08-31 - Can you say "hooked up"?
2001-08-29 - How I narrowly avoided a brain enyeurism.
2001-08-28 - Look at me, I'm being conceited.
2001-08-27 - PYD
2001-08-27 - Momentum
2001-08-23 - It's back.
2001-08-23 - On profiles, this diary, and my ultimate message.
2001-08-21 - One down, one to go.
2001-08-20 - Potential Employment
2001-08-20 - Peter, V, Craig, and myself are going to take over the world.
2001-08-19 - I am Jack's complete lack of surprise.
2001-08-16 - Dress Up
2001-08-15 - Nicotine Withdrawal
2001-08-15 - Donna
2001-08-15 - Fuck Off
2001-08-14 - Employment, Education, and Edginess
2001-08-13 - On being expressive to one's friends...
2001-08-13 - Sunday, bloody Sunday
2001-08-11 - Friday
2001-08-09 - Your Turn
2001-08-08 - Dizzy Music
2001-08-06 - An Honest Answer
2001-08-04 - Nonsensical Drivel
2001-08-03 - Stripper Clown
2001-08-03 - Dreams, orgasms, and heart palpitations.
2001-08-02 - Cats aren't supposed to be metaphors for their owners, are they?
2001-08-01 - For Andy
2001-07-31 - Squee and Chartreuse
2001-07-27 - I'm a ray of sunshine.
2001-07-27 - Futile Existence
2001-07-26 - Our father, who art in heaven, hollow be thy name.
2001-07-24 - Selling out?
2001-07-23 - Living Space
2001-07-22 - Amputation
2001-07-20 - Welcome to Narcolepsy
2001-07-20 - Welcome to Narcolepsy
2001-07-16 - Imbalance of the Scales
2001-07-15 - Happy Birthday absentia.diaryland.com
2001-07-14 - Released
2001-07-14 - On the nature of sarcasm.
2001-07-11 - This is fun. I don't even have to find things to write about, latel.
2001-07-10 - Morons
2001-07-10 - On considering taking steps to leading a healthier life, now that for the first time ever, I actually care about staying alive.
2001-07-08 - Red Rosary
2001-07-06 - Documentation
2001-07-04 - My greatest fear has always been stagnance.
2001-07-03 - Material Bitch
2001-07-01 - Dear fucking diary...
2001-06-29 - On measuring up.
2001-06-29 - Advice
2001-06-27 - Sunny Sundae Smile
2001-06-27 - Pathologically
2001-06-25 - On my bad weekend and the fickle nature of male/female "friendships"
2001-06-23 - Ohgr
2001-06-22 - History 101
2001-06-21 - Two Portraits
2001-06-21 - The Birds
2001-06-20 - Mind Fuck
2001-06-19 - Disjointed much?
2001-06-18 - Suck
2001-06-18 - Estimating the Time of Death
2001-06-18 - Who are you, and what have you done with the real Melissa?
2001-06-17 - Hahahaha! The Joke's on you.
2001-06-17 - Father's Day
2001-06-13 - Three Blank Years
2001-06-12 - The myth of the Happy Ending
2001-06-11 - Hole: Babydoll
2001-06-10 - Use your Illusion
2001-06-08 - peristalsis
2001-06-06 - Cure in the Disease
2001-06-05 - ssiK
2001-06-02 - And the point of this all is...?
2001-06-02 - Loss for words.
2001-06-02 - Civil War
2001-05-31 - Light
2001-05-31 - Nomadic
2001-05-30 - Killing time
2001-05-30 - "Oliver was so sure that everything needs proof, to be true... to be true...."
2001-05-29 - Rest in motion
2001-05-28 - Fuck you
2001-05-27 - I keep my fantasies on paper.
2001-05-26 - What the fuck.
2001-05-26 - If you don't figure out that I'm talking to you this time, you're getting one hell of a bitch slap.
2001-05-25 - The fluid that sometimes courses through my pen.
2001-05-24 - Because you won't believe me if I say it, it's going here.
2001-05-24 - Raymond
2001-05-24 - A snippet from: Easter Morning at the Tombs
2001-05-23 - I have no answers.
2001-05-23 - Spotting
2001-05-22 - The Power of Suggestion
2001-05-22 - When Daucus Karota ceases to walk.
2001-05-19 - Melissa "hate wearing" + lightbulb orgasm diaryland
2001-05-19 - Infrared
2001-05-18 - I didn't realize that Bjork worked with Current 93 until martyr told me a few weeks ago.
2001-05-18 - Disclaimer
2001-05-18 - Off Your Face
2001-05-17 - A blessing in disguise
2001-05-17 - Deepest, darkest
2001-05-16 - Roots
2001-05-16 - Isolation
2001-05-16 - Little Blue Butterfly
2001-05-15 - Nervous loss of appetite
2001-05-15 - On honesty and MB
2001-05-14 - On the onset of concern.
2001-05-11 - An ode to mindset of misfortune
2001-05-10 - Chamber of flesh
2001-05-10 - In search of...
2001-05-10 - My very own bed of ice.
2001-05-08 - Niapwodniw
2001-05-08 - The Surgeon General's warning on life.
2001-05-07 - Jack and Jill
2001-05-05 - An observation on redundancy.
2001-05-05 - Look, she's actually capable of compassion.
Hell Month: day 4 - Danger Zone
2001-05-04 - Fuck like you're being filmed.
Hell Month: day 4 - I cannot even fathom
Hell Month: day 4 - Roses of Holocaust
2001-05-03 - I want out of this body.
2001-05-02 - Bullshit
Hell Month: day 2 - Shattered mirror of idealism?
Hell Month: day 1 - May 1, 1999
2001-04-30 - Sounds behind my eyes.
2001-04-30 - The uslessness that is emotion.
2001-04-28 - MegaMan loves the Guns.
2001-04-27 - This pisses Peter off.
2001-04-27 - Come claim your prize.
2001-04-26 - The Seeker
2001-04-26 - As if I'd mask my animosity.
2001-04-24 - EVB
2001-04-24 - The deafening silence.
2001-04-23 - Hey, I never wrote anything I wouldn't say directly to you, you know.
2001-04-22 - Somewhere on the rainbow.
2001-04-20 - Make a choice
2001-04-20 - On applying myself...
2001-04-20 - Jennson's intoxication and carnal urges.
2001-04-17 - Kindred Spirit
2001-04-16 - A bit of a Bloodsong
2001-04-16 - Insatiable Stillborn
2001-04-15 - Shout Out
2001-04-11 - Grunge's undead.
2001-04-11 - There are no absolutes.
2001-04-10 - Diaryland Swallows
2001-04-10 - I want to fuck you like an animal.
2001-04-09 - A Funeral of Flowers
2001-04-08 - Welcome back.
2001-04-06 - Genius
2001-04-03 - Good riddance, Saturn.
2001-04-02 - A real charmer, you say?
2001-04-02 - "By the time you hear this message, I'll be gone. Forced to this conclusion by the hands of time, and a voice that whispers, 'No other choice.' Sound of distant gunfire on the blue horizon..."
2001-03-30 - It begins in the stomach.
2001-03-30 - Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily...
2001-03-30 - In the tombs
2001-03-29 - Out the window
2001-03-28 - The other Absentia
2001-03-28 - Magazines
2001-03-27 - Humbert Humbert
2001-03-26 - Anorexorcist
2001-03-25 - Rushed
2001-03-25 - You don't know what...
2001-03-23 - Opportunity knocked, but apparently I wasn't home.
2001-03-23 - Scorpion
2001-03-23 - Plankton
2001-03-21 - "It's over there in that corner. You should try it."
2001-02-20 - Thinner
2001-02-20 - Crushing Petals
2001-03-15 - I'm shutting you out.
2001-03-14 - Black Leather 071099
2001-03-14 - My Good Luck Charm (revisited and exposed)
2001-03-11 - The one where I make a list and bitch about stuff.
2001-03-09 - Goodbye.
2001-03-09 - Petty "Friends" references.
2001-03-08 - End of the Triangle.
2001-03-07 - The other side.
2001-03-07 - Worms in my stomach.
2001-03-07 - Guest entry for Q
2001-03-06 - Dreams for the Dying.
2001-03-05 - Electric dry heave
2001-03-05 - Raw, scraped nerve.
2001-03-05 - "Easter Morning at the Tombs"
2001-02-27 - Dry erase
2001-02-26 - Mneumonics.
2001-02-22 - Window Pain
2001-02-07 - This year's social Darwin award goes to (drum roll)...
2001-02-06 - Bob Flanigan
2001-01-31 - I put the "ug" in "thug."
2001-01-16 - Gemini Parasite
2001-01-07 - My dick is so big...
2001-01-04 - December 29, 2000
2001-01-03 - Famous words
2000-12-30 - The most compatible assonance: insomnia and infomercials
2000-12-27 - Strawberry Suicide
2000-12-05 - Propositions, inadequacies, and ditches.
2000-12-04 - This is broken and unfinished.
2000-11-29 - What a day.
2000-11-26 - Window Pain
2000-11-25 - And the essence of things...
2000-11-22 - Daucus Karota becomes me.
2000-11-21 - Talk about being let down...
2000-11-12 - Heads or Tails
2000-10-29 - The Final Step
2000-09-27 - An eye for an eye, a word for a word.
2000-09-15 - Lolita's Lament
2000-09-14 - Contact info.
2000-09-11 - Comparative Verse
2000-09-05 - Welcome to my landscape.
2000-09-02 - My little brother
2000-09-01 - Academia
2000-08-25 - Speculum
2000-08-01 - Not my words.
2000-07-31 - Dimension?
2000-07-17 - Sleep Deprivation